It takes an immense amount of courage to speak your truth, especially when that truth is unflattering to someone else. Abuse, in all its forms, often leaves victims tangled in layers of shame, guilt, and hesitation. Many of us who have endured abuse hesitate to speak out because we’ve been conditioned to protect our abusers. We feel embarrassed, wondering how we let it happen, how we allowed ourselves to become victims. For years, I felt like my story couldn’t be told because it would reflect poorly on someone else, or worse, make me appear weak. That shame kept me silent, and in that silence, the abuse continued to hold power over me.
Years of neglect and emotional abuse, especially when experienced as a child, can shape how we see the world and ourselves. In my case, it created a “just keep the peace” mindset. I learned to avoid conflict at all costs, to minimize my own needs, and to excuse others’ harmful behavior simply to keep things calm. That mindset—the one that prioritizes peace over my own well-being—became a silent enabler of the abuse I faced. By choosing peace over confrontation, I allowed the abuse to persist, thinking that as long as I stayed quiet, I was protecting myself. What I didn’t realize was that silence wasn’t protection; it was permission for the abuse to continue.
It took me years to even admit that I had been abused. After all, I had spent so much time trying to convince myself and everyone else that I was in control, that I was strong, and that something like abuse could never happen to me. To say out loud, “I was abused” felt like admitting a failure, as if I had let something terrible happen without being able to stop it. The hardest part was coming to terms with the idea that I had been a victim. It felt uncomfortable, vulnerable, and in a way, humiliating. Victimhood felt like the opposite of everything I’d tried to project to the world—strength, resilience, independence.
But the truth is, recognizing that I was a victim was a necessary step in my healing. Because once I acknowledged that, I could also recognize that I am a survivor. Yes, I was hurt, I was taken advantage of, and I was mistreated. But I survived. I came through the other side, even if it took years to admit what had happened. Naming the abuse and the hurt that came with it was the first step in reclaiming my life. It was uncomfortable, it was painful, but it was the only way to stop letting those experiences dictate how I lived.
Speaking the truth about abuse is uncomfortable because it forces us to confront parts of ourselves and our pasts that we’d rather forget. It forces us to dismantle the image of perfection or control that we’ve worked so hard to create. For me, it meant realizing that in trying to protect others’ reputations, I had neglected to protect myself. It meant admitting that I had allowed the abuse to continue by staying silent, it also meant freeing myself from the chains of that silence. By speaking my truth, I was able to move toward a life that was healthier, one where I wasn’t defined by what had happened to me.
Healing requires truth. It requires us to name the things that hurt us, to admit where we’ve been broken, and to stand up and say, “This happened to me, but it does not define me.” It’s not about living in the past or placing blame—it’s about acknowledging the reality of our experiences and giving ourselves permission to move forward. It’s about refusing to carry the weight of shame that was never ours to begin with. It’s about reclaiming our voice after years of being silenced.
It’s important to remember that abuse doesn’t always come from the hands of a parent or a spouse. It can come from friends, coworkers, or any person who consistently oversteps boundaries and uses manipulation or control. Red flags aren’t limited to the home, and we shouldn’t ignore them, no matter who they come from. The more we speak our truths, the more we create space for others to do the same and in that space we find healing—not just for ourselves, but for anyone who has ever been afraid to speak out.
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